No man is an island, entire of itself.

We all have to live our life even we do not know there's an another life. We have to make friends, to communicate with other people. We are never alone, whatever you want or not. And sometimes you even have not notice, you already connect with others. When you think you are alone you read someone's blog, you read a novel, you are communicate with the owner's mind, their soul. In your entire life you have to deal with all kinds of people, interesting, boring, weird, ect. It's how the life works, that's what makes it amazing.

What would you give up just for stay young and beautiful forever?

I read <The Picture of Dorian Gray> more than 10 years ago, last week I read it again, it's a really good novel, it pleased me. After read, I have to think about what would human give up to stay young and beautiful? Would we sell our soul? Would you kill persons to protect your secret? Would you do anything for Satan?
I don't know my answer, because life change, we will never know what will happen?

last weekend

Last night I watched "friends " on my computer, Ross proposed to Richel, it's beautiful, even he just said "let's get married, ok? " Actually it's slightly kind of drama, but it's a classic one. They know each other for a long time, after years, they met again consequentially,  then they fell in love, one day they just decided to get married.

chapter 16

Yesterday was the gay pride parade, thousands of people came from all over the world just to join it. America became the 21th country which gay marriage is legal, that's an amazing thing, but there still have a lot people who oppose it, even it aren't associated with them. I think that's a good thing to develop freedom. Just like they said "love wins"!

Yesterday

Yesterday I hanged out with my new friends, Alive, and his sister Gizem, Shihong. We met at Starbucks in stop -shop, then we wanted to graped a bear, but when we went to the night club, the security guy stopped us and required our ID, in China we don't need ID to drink so, I felt like "ok, that's funny, alright, but I didn't took my student ID with me, same as Gizem. So we left. Ali laugh he said, "that's funny, actually I went this club like thousand times, but he never asked for my ID, never.
I like this kind of little things, they just come out from nowhere, by coincidence, I just love it, they make me happy.

The Monocycle

When I was twelve, I saw there was a guy who can ride monocycle very well, then I thought, that's what I want to do, I want as good as him. So I went to website to buy myself one, and I planed to learn by myself. I just want to rejoice my life when I'm young.
When I rode it first time, I was so excited, my legs were temple. I like reading psychology books so I know if I want to learn how to ride, I need to calm down ,so I told myself, "dear, calm down, it's ok, you can do this. "The road is so coarse so I fell down a lot of times. But the experience is still amazing. After 3 weeks I finally learned how to ride monocycle just by myself. And I'm really proud of it.

The Ripper

John was a hitman, a cold blood killer, but he retired 5 years ago, he got married with a pretty woman, brought a beautiful big house, sadly 1 week ago, his wife have passed away because of cancer. But today, he just got an package from his wife, when he opened his hands templed, he can't even hold anything, he saw a poppy, his wife also had a massage for him, "dear John, I love you so much and I still do, I'm so sorry I can't be here with you forever, let it be you company to replace of me, to love you. To help you rejoice your life again. " He cherish it very much, he call it JJ.
This Saturday, he went to shopping, when he left he saw couple of young men was standing by his old classic car, they wanted to buy it, but he refused. But at night they came to his home to steal it. They are Russian gang. They beat him and killed his. dog because it tried to stop them. John passed out when he waked up saw JJ was dead, he was so sad tears fell his coarse beard, all he want is revenge. After he made couple of call to confirm where is their gang nest then he open a really old box which been covered by dust, he took his big cool guns out. He drove to a valley, and he just sneaked into the big farm, killed them all. When he left he has light smile on his face, he went to a pet store he stealed a little poppy, and he hold it said "come on JJ, let's go home."

Tolerance

Abou sexual orientation, there have a lot of options, like be homosexual, bisexual, heterosexual, but all of these depends on your natural, your family, your education, and all the other suition.
I have a lots friends who are gay and lesbian, I even found a QQ group is called bisexual, there have more than 50 people all around China.
I think today more and more people accept the sexual orientation, that means the world become more and more tolerated, we have freedom, we're free to be ourselves, and there should have no judge.

What happened in these three days

I just arrived to America at 21 in the morning, actually before I came I was not feel excited really. But when I just get off from the airplane, I know something are different, there's all the different kinds of people everywhere, from now I become to be the foreigner. I need to speak totally different language everyday, there will have a lot of problem in here,  about studying,  shopping, but there also will have many exciting thing, such like I can meet a lot of totally different people everyday, because it's a new place is fulled of strange people.
I feel like I have lots of knowledge to catch up. The vocabulary, the grammar.
I think I will learn, see, feel a lot of amazing stuff at here.
Next week I will start to work out, and swim, I already ran since yesterday.